Wednesday, January 1, 2014

The New Year of Ceremony

I have been preparing all week for the New Year.  I deeply cleaned the house and wrote up my Vision for 2014.  The general focus being to live in love.  Make decisions from my truth.  Live a nourishing and flowing life & to live abundantly and generously.  I could say so much about this, but more importantly, What is Your Vision?

Just give yourself 10 minutes to sit with this and write down whatever comes to mind.  This is the time to begin freshly.  What do you want your 2014 to be?  What can you do in terms of energy and attitude to make this happen?  There is no need to know how you will logistically make this happen (for now at least).  Dream HUGE.  Our thinking mind is too small to know how the universe works and how our path will unfold.  Then each morning first thing, come back to what you have written.  Intentions work in mysterious ways.



{Space here to take a pause and begin your visioning}









Part of my vision has been to have more seasonal ceremony in my life.  And my vision is already taking place!  Today we are marking the New Year, by doing our farm's first New Moon Wassailing.  It has been a traditional ritual in England for pear and apple trees, but has also been a ceremony for the good health of all on the land.  We will go from each garden and to each pasture and offer up an elixir and a rhyme (see below) and will make noise, shake bells, roar in laughter or chatter.  We will burn sage and clear the old and make way for the new.  Awakening the cold stiff world to become familiar with it's future of fertility, vitality and resilience.  We will end the ritual in the garden by a fire.  

Here is our Flyer for those who will be partaking in this.  And all of the earthly, heavenly and water spirits are warmly invited!  

The Farm At Locusts
1st Annual Wassailing
January 1, 2014

May our Growing Year Be Abundant & Healthy
May We Coexist in Harmony & Gratitude

From Somerset comes a most powerful rhyme for calling blessings down on beasts and crops:
Good luck to the hoof and horn 

Good luck to the flock and fleece 

Good luck to the growers of corn 

With blessings of plenty and peace


Wassailing
By Rowan (Originally Published at Samhain 1996)

On the bitter cold and frost of a January night, with the stars sparkling overhead in a clear sky, small groups of people, muffled against the chill, process down darkened paths into orchards or to lone apple and pear trees. Some may process in silence, others with as much noise as they can muster. Some may carry torches or burning brands, others drums and shotguns or pots and pans. In each case, one of their number will be carrying a ceramic vessel filled with a steaming brew of beer or cider, carefully trying not to spill it, the steam from the bowl mingling with the cloudy breath of the participants ......
This is the popular image of the traditional folk custom of wassailing fruit trees - a ceremony intended to begin the process of waking the fruit trees from their winter slumber and the first fertility festival of the folk calendar.
The word wassail derives from the Old English words wæs (þu) hæl which means variously 'be healthy' or 'be whole' - both of which meanings survive in the modern English phrase 'hale and hearty'. Thus this is a traditional ceremony which seeks to start off the first stirrings of life in the land and to help it emerge from winter and to ensure that the next season's crop of fruit, especially apples and pears, will be bountiful.
The most common date for this custom to take place is the eve of Twelfth Night or Old Christmas Eve, ie 5th January, just at the end of the midwinter period when the Wild Hunt rides and chaos traditionally rules as the otherworldly horde broke through into human realms. In some cases, however, the ceremony takes places a little later, on 17th January, depending on whether the celebrants prefer to follow the old or new calendar. Either way, we might see this first fertility ceremony of the year as marking a return to human "normality" after the dark and dangerous days of midwinter. Either way, the date on which wassailing takes place is at least a couple of weeks before Imbolc, the festival which for modern pagans is generally as being the first fertility festival of the year.



With all the thick and thin that life holds, 2014 is going to be a bright and fruitional year

Love and Light to you!

Friday, December 27, 2013

Investigating our Aliveness

Don't be afraid to be a mystery to yourself.  So many times we do things or take certain directions that we don't understand.  It is only much later that we see how that action fits perfectly and inevitably to the overall pattern of our life.  That is why it is so important to be willing to take a chance on our inspiration, our intuition, our hunger.  When we override our deepest desires with 'practical, reasonable' considerations we are not only wasting our time, we are passing up precious opportunities that will not come again.                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                    Reginald Ray



Unfurling petals.  Continuing to breath open to see.  Blooming further into myself, I can't seem to lose this intense itch.  Like decaying flowers -- falling open, or falling about somewhat awkwardly, free from agility, but free and true.  I keep pulling out that string from that unfurling hem.  Pulling out stitches, knowing that my dress is falling apart, but I just can't help it.  I want to see what will happen.  I have been staring for a while at this string and turning away, allowing my ideas of what should be, stop me.

***

I am seeing where my hunger leads.  Making small shifts so I can live in "free"dom all the time.  Serving our peoples and animals with the wild flora and elemental world ~ inherent to our well-being on so many levels.  Practicing listening and being here.  Being creative and loving.  Being decadent and raw.  Being chaos and order.  Sharing.

Learning how to be alive on my terms.

What are your terms of being alive?  
What do you need to feel alive?  




from my boundless heart to your boundless heart . . .

                             

Friday, December 20, 2013

I Love Myself, Therefore...



I have been really loving up positive affirmations.  Louise Hay is the inspiration.  Her book, You can Heal Your Life.  With every page I feel loved.  

I Love Myself, Therefore...has been so good when I start to tell myself I should be doing something other than what feels right.

Like, I Love Myself, Therefore I can go to yoga today and take care of everything else later on.  I Love Myself, Therefore I can wear my long underwear everywhere, even for meetings with strangers, because it feels right on for me and I am cozy.  I Love Myself, Therefore I will stop what I'm busy doing and drink a glass of water or make a nutritious meal. 


Snowy December Greenhouse

The other one I'm into these days is:

I deserve to be.... (fill in)
& I accept it now.  

I have been saying that I deserve to be in healthy and loving relationships and that I accept it now.  I can't say enough goods things about how it is transforming my relationships.  When I start to fall into my old patterns of thinking, old patterns of creating unnecessary drama or tension in my life, I come back to this simple affirmation.  And then I'm back to feeling alive and heartful and feeling so grateful to be a part of it all.  Her book covers all the genres in one's life if this doesn't resonate with you.




Crystallization & Glass Greenhouse Windows

My bedside reading has been poetry from the mystic teacher Kabir.  Born during the fourteenth or fifteenth century in India.  He often wrote on all beings having the capacity to find their own salvation and finding liberation solely through our own immediate experience.  It is within us, someone else does not hold the key to ourselves.

I read this bit the other night on forgetting our inner lover, our truth.  Getting wrapped up and entrapped by a delusional reality ~ by taking on the views of our childhood, our environment, our culture, as our truth.  Even when living is fantastic, this delusional reality lends itself to a subtle or not so subtle tinge of ickiness.  Some tinge of something not being right.  Even when we have the most radiant and blissful of days, there is something in the gut that whispers, "You are not radiant and blissful.  You must worry."  This only small part of the poem is a glimpse of that:

I talk to my inner lover, and I say, why such rush?  

We sense that there is some sort of spirit that loves birds and animals and ants -- 

perhaps the same one who gave a radiance to you in your mother's womb.  

Is it logical you would be walking around entirely orphaned now?

The truth is you turned away yourself, and decided to go into the dark alone.  

Now you are tangled up in others, and have forgotten what you once knew,

and that's why everything you do has some weird failure in it.

                                                                                                                     Kabir




Bunny, in all of his Playful Goodness


Joyful Winter Solstice to You!
May the darkest day of the year
help us see what we are ready now to let go of.
What we no longer need to carry from long ago.
What is not even ours to bear.

And May we welcome the New Light
with deep, unwavering self-love that is always there, complete, no matter how far we stray.



Monday, December 9, 2013

Soul Mate

Sunset, Staatsburg NY.  Getting Ready for a NEW DAWN of being.
Today is the day.  We must empower ourselves to be the ruler of our minds, the person that is in charge of our beliefs.  We need a new language of mental self-love.  We need a language that reminds us that we are in command.  Nobody makes decisions in our minds.  Not our ancestors, not our partners, not our children, not our bosses or friends.  WE ARE IT.

Let us behold the luminous light of each other and ourselves.  And the boundless, radiant, indescribable light that we are ~ will certainly become familiar once again.  We will remember our dearest of friends.  Our true soul mate: our light.

When we connect with other light beings, it will be filled with awe.  We can connect with each other from this place and simply feel good.  Feel life's depth, life's wildness, feel life's aliveness.

May we walk this path together and inspire each other 
to walk in our own unimaginable light and in deep love.




Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Taking A Break

Our last 2013 crew member departed today!  To me that marks the end of the season and the beginning of the new year.  I am very grateful to everything that was offered this year.  Everyone's energy and flexibility and basic presence.  What a year it has been.

2 months ago I put a pile of books on the table and suggested as part of our mindfulness classes, that we read one complete book ~ rather than just parts of books, which is what we had been doing to get through a lot of material and points of view.  We ended up reading Eckhart Tolle.  

Here is a nice reminder from Tolle's "A New Earth" of the value of stillness when all you want to do is create, or move, or do anything other than take a pause.


It has been said: "Stillness is the language God speaks, and everything else is a bad translation." Stillness is really another word for space.  Becoming conscious of stillness whenever we encounter it in our lives will connect us with the formless and timeless dimension within ourselves, that which beyond thought, beyond ego.  It may be the stillness that pervades the world of nature, or the stillness in your room in the early hours of the morning, or the silent gaps in between sounds.  Stillness has no form--that is why through thinking we cannot become aware of it.  Thought is form.  Being aware of stillness means to be still.  To be still is to be conscious without thought.  You are never more essentially, more deeply yourself than when you are still.  When you are still, you are who you were before you temporarily assumed this physical and mental form called a person.  You are also who you will be when the form dissolves.  When you are still, you are who you are beyond your temporal existence: consciousness -- unconditioned, formless, eternal.  (255-6)     

Montauk NY


Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Ode to Juliette de Bairacli Levy

Juliette de Bairacli Levy is known to many for reigniting the interest and trust in herbalism back in the west.  There are certainly many other peoples that have maintained the lineage of herbal medicine amongst their families and communities throughout this time, yet Juliette's wild and elegant ways of expressing her admiration for the plant world and what this worlds tends - air, water, animals, insects, human beings, spirit - has spoken loudly to many of us on our path to remembering.  Remembering to trust ourselves for answers, to educate ourselves on what we do not know, to have confidence in our earths' offerings and mysterious ways, and that no matter what direction we progress, to do so in reverence for all.




I like to give myself a monthly Juliette dose, to be reminded of all of these things and especially the wildness within ~ no matter how together or tame I can get or seem on the outside.




Here is a fantastic video on Juliette:
http://vimeo.com/18952969

Recently reading one of Juliette's books, Common Herbs for Natural Health ~at the back of the text she has a bit on Rosemary taken from Bankes Herball, a seventeenth century text.  Juliette has many practical and accessible suggestions on supporting well-being, so this is not what you will find in her books overall, yet I just so enjoyed merely reading through this bit, that I wanted to share...

Rosemary
Take the sweet flowres and make a powder therof and bynde it to the ryght arme in a lynen clothe and it shall make thee light and merrie.  Also take the flowres and put them in a chest amonge thy clothes or amonge bookes, and mougthes [moths] shall not hurte them.  Also boyle the leves in whyte wine and wasshe thy face therwith...thou shall have a fayre face.  Also put the leves under they bedded heed, and thou shall be delyvered of all evyll dremes.  Also take the leves and put them in a vessel of wyne...if thou sell that wyne, thou shall have good lucke and spede in the sale.  Also make thee a box of wood and smell it and it shall preserve thy youthe.  Also put thereof in thy doores or in they howse and thou shall be withoute dannger of adders and other venomous serpentes.  Also make thee a barell therof for the rayne and drynke thou of the drynke that standeth therin and thou needs to fere no poyson that shall hurte thee.  And if thou plante it in thy garden kepe it honestly for it is muche profytable.  (p. 193-4.)


Thursday, November 21, 2013

Food of the Gods ~ Kitchari Recipe



This week, most of the large outdoor projects are winding down and soon it will be time to begin planning for 2014, harvesting winter crops!, ordering seed and reflecting on what went well and what could use some tweaking, or straight up abandoning.

With the changing of the seasons, it certainly feels like it is time to change my own daily routines.  One area is food.  Here is a great dish that can be munched from for days at a time.  It is a traditional Ayurvedic dish, Kitchari.

Now before you look at the recipe and think: "This is not for me!"  Let me tell you a few things.

Firstly,  I don't really do beans.  If I do, it's once in a while. as they just don't sit that well.  Mung beans are a different breed.  They are soaked in this recipe and are the most easily digested bean.  I've never had any issues.  Secondly, this recipe is both filling and cleansing.  Yes! this is possible.  Thirdly, it is delicious!

This is dish is commonly served in Indian hospitals for those with weak systems, needing a boost and for those with compromised digestive systems.  The combination of mung beans and rice attributes to this meal offering the essential amino acids to your diet.  The mung beans, rich in minerals and proteins, are also detoxifiers.

Our cleansing potential starts in the gut.  Our digestive system needs to be working and not stressed out.  By being fully nourished and stabilizing your blood sugar levels through this nourishment, your body does not go into starvation mentality - which many cleanses often encourage  Kitchari calmly allows your body to detox and remain whole.

Here is the recipe.  Enjoy!


1 cup mung beans (soak over night in the refrigerator with 3 cups of water)
10 cups water
6 cups chopped vegetable - (carrots, beets, cauliflower and so on, one type is just fine too!)
5-6 minced garlic
3 inch piece of minced ginger
2 onions chopped
2 teaspoons of each: turmeric, cumin, black mustard seeds
1/2 teaspoon black pepper, fenugreek seeds
1 cup rice (white is recommended for a true detox, as there is no hull so it is easier to digest)

optional: 
*square of bouillon cube or at the end add 3 tablespoons miso
*seaweed of your liking
*cooking greens (kale, collards...)

Directions:

Saute onions in butter, ghee or coconut oil.  As those are cooking down, chop ginger and garlic and add those into the mix.  Add spices.  Let all of this cook until the onions are translucent and everything is browned.  While you are waiting, chop up the veggies. I used simply carrots and collards last night and it was delicious, but ofcourse go for everything or whatever you have.

Once the onion blend is ready, pour in 10 cups of water.  Take the mung beans out of the fridge and rinse them a few times.  Add in the vegetables and a cup of rice and the mung beans to the pot of water and onions.  If you are adding seaweed and a bouillon square, do this now.

Put a lid on and bring the dish to a boil.  Once it reaches a boil, turn the heat down and keep the pot simmering.  Cook for about 45 minutes.

If you have any cooking greens chop these up and add now.  Let simmer for another 15 minutes.
Once the soup is done if you are adding miso, toss it on in, turn off the heat of the pot and keep the lid on so the miso absorbs into your soup.

Viola!